you cann call me a bitch. buttheproblemis doievencareeabtwhatyousay?

ORAL...

hihi! well.. ytd we had our PRELIMS englishh oral and todayy we had our chinese onee! well.. englishh was okayy.. chinese arhhs? eeeyyee. suddenly i cannot pronounce properly. ahhhhhhhhhhh! lousyy loh... whilee we were waiting fer the other girls when we had finished our oral, we were discussing abt what would happen to xi fan's oral. cos she's like suchh a chinese expert. we made upp lotsa crazyy stories. hahha. laugh like hell, man. then teacher keep scolding us. heehheheheehh. lol! oral was funn though. anyway, i dun think i cann score well fer oral. and i meann both! ahhhh! sure die. haixx. life's like this.

Bitched`Thursday, August 04, 2005,5:29 PM

YOU SUCKK.

hiho! haaa. im madd. ohh yearhh... we had this quarrel ytd whichh was the biggest quarrel ever in the whole class fer the past 2 years. i felt miserablee then. but not now! cos everything is backk to normal liaos. hahaha. Olivia is so gawd damn snobbish. ohh my gawdd.. she thinkks that shecann be popularr. ahh wells. now so pathetic loh. onlyy got maybe 4 ppl like herr. haiixxx.. poor thing .. lol. so act-cool fer wad? onlyy now how to blame everything on esther. and did you noe that it was so gawd damn insulting to say that mun is short? you think you veryy tall izzit? ownself so short still come and sayy other ppl short. wah biang. so stopp dreaming lahs. wait.. correction. dream also dun have. and to tell you something. CANN YOU PLEASEE STOP BULLYING ESTHER, MUN, AMELIA, MICHELLE AND ALL? veryy irritating you noe. and pleasee shut the farkk upp. stop saying that im making use of others. in actual fact, im NOT. SO NOT. andhahaha. youre the one i thought? ohh yeahh. yeahh, you. haixx.. bu zi liang li. so show-off somemore. so what if youre richh? you think you cann make ppl like you by being richh? NO. you cant BUY friends. you EARN them. ai ya.. anyway, just stopp insulting ppl. you thinkk you veryy great izzit? hahhaa. youre so pathetic. do some soul-searchingg lahs. and you shldnt cook upp LAME stories. anyway, you are so LAME. but too bad, we wont let you be in the lamerrs grpp. youll say, i also dun wan. so what? you wan also dun have arhh. and acting in front of your friends is also called deceiving. okayy? and dun whatever us. whatever yourself.

Bitched`Tuesday, August 02, 2005,7:40 PM

The performance was quite a success.

hihi~! Wells.. we celebrated 3 ppl's burfdayy todayy! we celebrated kezia's, erica's and shara's! HAPPY BIRTHDAYY PEEPS! We brought lot of sweets! and we went crazy. you noe what we did? LOL. we threw sweets to ppl even though we didnt know them. haha. they grabbed like hell. We sangg the b'dayy song and scream as loud as possible. whooooooooooooooooshh! it was funn and i enjoyed muahself.

ohh yeahhs! We had our second performance at the performance corner. it was quite a success. but we screwed upp a little. 6P gerls so irritatingg. they were laughing at us. what the farkk loh. so farnii meh? whoaa... but how come i never laugh arhhs? ohh.. i forgot. cos its lame! whooooooshh! yepp, lame. anyway, who cares abt them laughing. cant be bothered with them. siao one lahs.

so longg!

Bitched`Tuesday, July 26, 2005,8:09 PM

BAD NEWS.

hai! There's like 1 thingg happening currently in my life. whichh makes a BIG difference. .
well, dilys, is like such a... omg. She's like so gawd damn act-smart. i meann like WHATEVER you 'Miss know-it-all'. She says that i mustnt be esther's friend. whyy? ohh.. cos im being STRONGLY INFLUENCED by esther. WOW. and you dont have to use all those type of chim english. You cann just get it straight to the point. And yes, i didnt say that you were my no.1 enemy. And if you say so.. then let it be. I dun care how angry or what you'll be after reading this. I have to say it. I REALLY HAVE TO. okayy, i know that you have always been a supportive person hu supports me all the way and all. you have also been a great friend and have good leadership qualities. but whyy must you keep saying that my friends are CLONES? I really think that its too much. Or sometimes, you even call them my FANS. What the hell are you saying? You have no right to insult my friends. I have always treated you as my veryy good friend. But now. I guess not. You are like someone whom is so called 'matured'. But it doesnt give you the right and authority to control my life. i choose my own friends. I dun need you to tell me who to choose. im not a 3-year-old. What do you even know abt my friends? Like esther. She's veryy nice. I know that she's a little irritating to you sumtimes, but i meann like she treats peepo differently. Like me. If we like you, we'll treat you better than we treat others. But it doesnt meann that we're not nice to them. YOU are the one who made her dislike you. It's not as if like youre veryy nice to her and she is veryy meann to you. You are to her too. You cann treat peepo differently, but whyy cant she? You're also nicer to vanessa, lyn tan and yen-li than you are to others. whatever we do, its always WRONG. You ask me not to befriend esther. Whyy? Is that the onlyy reason whyy? She's a bad girl? huh? i know her. you dont. besides, you dun know her well enough to even ask peepo not to befriend her. i know that deep down in her, she's a nice person. And you call my veryy veryy good friends CLONES. they are nice peepo. like sometimes peepo says like maybe fer EXAMPLE, they said that umm.. yen-li is a boring person. cos she likes history. so they advise you not to befriend her. cos you are being strongly influenced to like history or sumthing. and youll become a nerd. but what do they know? THey dont know her. You know. I know. Vanessa knows. Lyn tan knows. That fer all we know, Yen-li is a really really nice person if we all get to know her. So if youre not sure abt my friends, pleasee just keep your mouth shut. S-H-U-T, SHUT. You cann think im bitchy, you cann think im stupid, you cann think anything abt me. But deep down in my heart, I'VE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN MYSELF. Your words cant bring me down. My goood friends: Lynn, mun, amelia, esther, claudds, melissa, vera, mich, xi fan, caryl, issy, yao, slyv, rica, vanessa, yen-li, Dwi, Zeshan, Joelle, pris and first and foremost importantly, CARMEN. I believe theyre true friends. So what if theyre not? I treat them as one cann liaos. You dunno anything. You onlyy know that vanessa, lyn tan and yen-li are nice peeps. SO? Does that even prove anything? Sometimes we cann really get off the hook, but its becos we wanna express our feelings. We dun hide them. Not like what you do. We know that self-abusing ourselves cant solve anything. Even if they are not true friends, We cann just continues "ACTING". Whichh i believe theyre not and they wont. please. i know them. i know how they are like. dont judge peepo just like that. i seriously despise what youre doing now. I hope you cann respect my choice of friends. We do some stuff whichh we like. It might not be a veryy good thing, but we will definitely not do anything bad or harmful. You are not with us. and you dunno. peepo hu read this might think im unreasonable or bitchy. but to tell you, no matter what you say or tag in my blog, I DONT GIVE IT DAMN. To me, my friends are:

Funn
Loving
Cute
Kewl
Nice
Crazy
Cheerful
Supportive
Sporty
Never-ending laughter
and foremost,
Respects my decisions.

You said you had failed to make me not befriend esther. well, YES YOU DID. You cant just change my decision like that. Just by what you say. I know it doesnt affect your life. But it affects mine. I'll know it when they are not true friends. I just hope that you'll stop controlling abt who to befriend with. I like them to be my friends. Theyre really nice if you get to know them. You'll realise once yo know them well enough. You think theyre sucking-up, influencing me, teaching me bad stuff. NO. youre absolutely wrong. They teach me in my work too. UNLIKE YOU. you dun even want to teach me how to do. I asked HOW. not fer the answer. Then you'll say DO IT YOURSELF. to think that youre my good friend. ' I choose them, i face the problems. If you cant even do your part as a good friend, then dun teach me how to choose mine.

ALL THE WAY BUDDIES! Luhve y'all!

Bitched`Saturday, July 23, 2005,11:34 AM

Napfa..

hai! Had my Napfa ytd.. 1.6 km run was like straight in the morning! Gawd. We ran on the circular track with the cirumference of 200m. Whichh meanns we have to run 8 rounds. Luckyy didnt let us run the straight track, 100m. It'll look so gawd damn tiring. hahhaa. To those Kpos out there who wants to know if i passed fer my 1.6km run, the answer is YES. so shaddup. In the afternoon, we did our five stations. Finally i got a GOLD! yey! well, more than half of the class did. so not so surprisingg.. hahaa. ahh wells, congrats to those peeps who got gold too yeahh? ((: so longg!

Bitched`Friday, July 22, 2005,4:57 PM

THe weather to me is really great!

LOL. the weather was great todayy!! whoooooooooooshhh! Cos like it was really really rainyy. It was just great to me. hahaha. Mrs teo WS is not that bad lahs. Quite nice lahs. hahaha. okayy.. nothing to write liaos.. ADIOS!

Bitched`Monday, July 18, 2005,7:58 PM

I am Busyy!

Busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So muchh homework. well, i onlyy have a while kayy, so like cant post like so damn long like what i always do. I wanna migrate to somewhere... somewhere nice and carefree. aHHHHHHHHHHH! Life is being so tiring esp when it comes to some sort of importantyear like PSLE, "O" levels, "A" levels and blah blah blah. Your parents will go nagging and nagging the same old things everyday, every minute, every second! save me! I noe that its fer our own good. But whyy wont like they just let us relax more yeahh? AGREE???

*sighh.. THIS IS SO FREAKING UNFAIR! my sister and brother gets to play the comp fer like at least 1 whole hour and i onlyy gets to play fer abt 45 min or even less! URGHH!!!!!!!! I am so looking forward to psle to come. Get it done and over with! Then after that i can PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSHH! and like of course must 'du shu' (study). Sacrifice a little lahs hor?? MY aim fer PSLE is above 230. YOU think i cann? i dun have muchh confidence in myself fer that score... Later i get out of scgs how?!? ahhhh! i'll screamm like hell, i tell you. Once i get 230, i can get what i want. yey!

What am i thinking? hahhaa. is this called mixed feelings? One moment i want psle to come, one moment im afraid that i will not get into the schl that im dying for. SAVE ME! ANYONE?? crap! I really wanna studyy one loh. But then always get distracted so easily. how how how??!!?

Playing is like one of my entertainment. And like 6se 05' is full of excitement and laughter. Feeling veryy fortunate to get into 6se. whooooooshh! Go 6SE! I LOVE YOU ALL!

I really gotta go...

WOULD SOMEONE SAVE ME?? PLEASE?

Bitched`Sunday, July 17, 2005,3:26 PM